Insomnia

In the middle of nights around

And I'm still ..............

unable to sleep.

Typically, I was a person who could sleep easily but since a few weeks ago,

Insomnia, you annoy me.

Insomnia, I'm awakened by nightmares.

Insomnia, you make my tears shed in the middle of nights.

Insomnia, I grumble in the morning due to inadequate slumber.

As a human being, I have emotions.

Why did it happen till that bad as I never predicted?

How come there are so many issues torment me?

I totally lost faith in mankind.

Who else could I rely on?

Oh Lord Jesus, my soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.

I'm really collapsed.

I tried to be optimistic and positive, but things became worse and complicated.

Dilemma from various aspects, I just realised there is nobody able to help me up.

But, you understand and you mean everything for me.

I couldn't survive without you.

I'm grateful that you embrace me into your arms. Thank you for your promises and words. :)

Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens,

your faithfulness to the skies. [Psalms 36:5]